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Post by egyptiantigress on Mar 25, 2006 17:58:29 GMT -5
I'm so glad you will be coming home soon. And don't even worry about laying such heavy stuff on us. If you have to let it out, then let out. We all supprt you and wish you a safe return home.
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Post by Nav on Mar 25, 2006 18:02:38 GMT -5
Good to know you are doing better man and good to know you will be coming home soon.
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Millartime
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Oh, I don't think I'm a lot dumber than you think that I thought I was once.
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Post by Millartime on Apr 17, 2006 15:21:36 GMT -5
Hey Sai, unload on if ever you need to. That is was friends are for. You keep getting better and we will continue to support and pray for you guys. I think I'll have a drink for you and your fallen buddies. They will remain in our hearts as you do!!! I hope you learn to work your mouse with that "hook", lol. We are looking forward to having you back on SWG Bro. Take your time coming back, just get better!!!
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Post by Sai-mi on May 30, 2006 22:19:36 GMT -5
;Dhey all.im going to try to log on tonite.just gotta set up this comp for it.hope some of you are on laters.
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Post by Nav on Jun 1, 2006 7:22:58 GMT -5
Good to see you are doing good man.
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Post by Sai-mi on Sept 23, 2006 11:08:06 GMT -5
Well,its been so long since ive posted and talked to you guys.ive visited the site many a times with the intention of closing this long ass post of mine lol.But i never did it.i always got distracted by something else.that or i just logged off.I just figured i didnt know what to say.That im home maybe?or that im finally doing better and out of doctors offices for now?i thought about those.it was until a few days ago that i finally saw what i was doing.making excuses.i didnt want to close it.i logged in then and i went to my post.i told myself to read the whole thing from beggining to end.man!it was so long ago i started it heh.so i started reading.as i got to every post it made me think about that particular day i posted them.i would remember all the stuff that happened that day and the next.made me laugh and feel good.for being the wasteland that it was iraq was made bearable because of the company i kept.thats when i got to that one post.i read it over and over.little voice inside kept saying "dam!It did happen".and so i remembered the whole thing.talk about a rush overwhelming me.i wrote then to you all that others here thought i wasnt well because i wasnt mourning like someone who just lost everything.it wasnt time i said.thats what i told everyone.well fellas..my time came.and it came hard.i lost it guys.it was bad on my part.my mind kept going from one messed up memory to another.God and damit where the only two words i kept saying.quite the abysmal pit i was going down at that moment.but wouldnt you know it that the lady of my life had just gotten home.i told myself to get it straight!hide it.she dosent need to see this crap.but no.turns out i was yellin pretty loud cause she heard me outside heh.she came in and that just made me want to fight it harder.and i just kept losing.she came in the room and went straight for me.she didnt say anything or cry herself.she just grabbed me.like she knew exactly what to do.like she had been expecting this.clever girl heh.she had been expecting this.i took comfort in that.and i somehow began to draw strenght from it.amaizing the power the ladies have over their guys.she started talking to me.telling me i was home.that i was home and nowhere else.and you know..it worked.she pulled me back out from all those jacked up memories i was going thru.i was home.me and my buds where all home.dosent matter how we came back.we where all home.saying that now feels real now.i am home.whatever part of me i had left back in iraq finally made it back to me.and true to my word i poured my guts out to my lady over a nice bottle of 11yr old jack she had been hidding from me heh.called my bud from the betty like at 2 a.m.hahhe was more than happy to chat it up.he had a bottle of his own lol.we made plans to go to D.C.our buds are there in Arlinghton.it was a great trip.alot of people where there.we got alot of ty's and welcome home and the like.alot of people had our backs the whole time we where gone.alot of support.my family,my friends in the army,at home in texas,and then right there with me with a nice cold beer in hand is you guys.Fellas..there arent any words yet created that could let me express what your support meant to me.you all where more than great.for your post of support i thank you from here till the end.it took me awhile to finally come to terms with all this.but i stopped making excuses.im home fellas ;D.each and everyone of you much love here heh.so now i end my rant heh.so from the heart i thank you all agian.Oh and Fancy..you get better now  .that recovery road is rough but the payoff is nice heh.be good now you hear ;D. This is Sai-mi.signing off from Iraq.Finally!  |
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Post by hyasa on Sept 23, 2006 16:32:02 GMT -5
Right on man, YOU ARE HOME. Welcome back  |
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Post by egyptiantigress on Oct 11, 2006 21:12:42 GMT -5
Welcome home. I must say I have laughed and cried through this post. Keep posting, we like to know how you are doing. Be well and be safe...and WELCOME HOME |
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Post by hyasa on May 6, 2007 1:22:54 GMT -5
Home, safe. Congratulations bro, you did it. Thank you
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.that recovery road is rough but the payoff is nice heh.be good now you hear ;D.
